I've been admiring you for a while, from afar
and I'm afraid I'm too proud to admit that I've got scars,
but there are parts of me that I'm trying to share with you.
See the way you pluck those strings makes me think naughty things
and it's these exact sins that contain me,
but I'm tired of the habits that constrain me,
and baby you've slain me.
see it's your mystery that grips me in curiosity,
so would you maybe set aside another night like tonight
to spend with me?
see there's a depth to love that flows endlessly
but it's discrepancy that I lack-
and of all the men I've left I'm most familiar with their backs
so I'll spit this for you with a genuine sincerity
I'll be right here for you if you're interested in taking me
See our interactions seem to strike you as a distraction
but there's a passion inside you that I'd like to explore
and I swear there's more to me than this inebriated existence
see behind these eyes lies more than your brain perceives,
this is just a game of spades and the ace is in my sleeve
and I think there's a talent somewhere inside there too
and I'm really just searching to find my muse
and I'm confused as to why I haven't pushed the familiar forms of seduction
almost as if I'm trying to build an honest base for construction
despite the sensual obstruction that seems to be skewing the views between me and you
see deep inside i know exists something true
but when I'm in your presence it just seems to leave me mute
and it's lies that tie me to past states of mind
and as I try to uncover the truth my incessant youth only helps in hindering me
So I step out of my comfort zone to test the strength of this resiliency
because an infected independence is just a fallacy and I've been striving to find someone to challenge me
but it's not so much that I'm taking what I can get but simply killing time until I can find the best
and to put it quite simply I favor you over the rest
and I'm still hard pressed to find a release to this stress

So I'll fill these blank pages with provocative phrases
let words slip from these lips so you feel the rhythm in my hips
let my eyes fall shut and then dare you to kiss.

so I can see how far I should run with this.