February

with my naked eye i saw something obscene
something serene in its own little aspect of animality
everything I've known has been broken down to fallacy
and I know there's something wrong with the outside of me
but the in-side can't divide it's self from slick manipulation
so concentration rides the highs and negativity reiterates the sensations
and then I'm caught up in a web of sticky situations
seduction probably the only true corruption
that hinders this inherently tender heart from becoming whole
but even the soul needs to ease the tension every once in a while
so I send out that secret smile hopin that my simple style
is enough to get his imagination rolling
I have seen him in his strengths and even the best still need consoling
so i bring his ear to my chest so he can hear the beat beneath breasts,
place his hands on my hips as a rhythm slips from these lips
and I lean in and whisper so he tightens his grip
see, "Carnal sin," I explain with a grin, "is no more than a moral obligation"
bodies made of flesh are made for the exploration of sensation
but the brain has several ways of interpreting elation
so i switch this oral fixation into an invested conversation
to see if your tales take me down trails of temptation
see i want your words to work me up into silent state of frustration
only to be left breathless when presented with this carnal confrontation
and as fingertips create tracks along porcelain skinned backs
my simple train of thought is brought to a love that I still lack
so i challenge this intention to follow an alternate direction,
becase infected intimacies inhibit the self in the projection
and conflicted souls can't choose using a fearful discretion

so I'll artfully attack this attraction with an uninhibited passion,
undress this self-consciousness to find the truth inspiring your actions
and peel away these skin-tight perceptions and guage your reaction
See i'm not ashamed of the sound of my name and it's implications
when it rolls off your tongue amongst the flood of sensations
because above all else I'm a lover who engages with patience
and as long as you keep me satisfied i'm a lover with determination

I could gladly play Eve if you were willing to be my Adam
I've never known what Eden was like so I've got no problems being banished
I'm being offered fruit on a silver platter and this shattered soul is famished...

so come live with me in exile, where we can start again
and lets commit to heresy, make an origin of this sin